i really hate ceramics and i don’t know why

i love art

pretty much any medium. 

but ceramic clay shit

it’s dirty

a lot of ceramic art is… messy

idk why but it seriously just pisses me off.

making the art.

looking at the art

the process of the art

hate it

posted 1 year ago

damnit.

i’m fucking tired of everyone’s shit

everyone’s selfishness and desire to get back at everyone

in all honesty i don’t fucking care

i don’t want karma to kick someone in the ass

i don’t care.

i want them to go on and live their life and be happy

as long as they leave me alone.

i’m tired of everyone’s selfishness and unwillingness to give a shit about anyone but themselves.

even on special occasions.

i’m tired of their inability to act like they’re happy, or even act like they care.

at all.

i’m tired of everyone’s immaturity towards everything and their lack of balls to see things for how they are and actually do something about it. 

grow a pair and actually be independent.

don’t just say you are but can’t be alone/single/whatever the fuck for a week.

i wish people would just be fucking honest.

and if you’re going to hate someone, at least have a legit reason.

also, don’t say you hate someone for no fucking good reason at all to everyone, then act like you’re totally chill with that person to their face.

we all know you don’t like them.

you know you don’t like them.

accept it and either don’t talk to them, or be true with how you feel towards them.

no one likes to act.

i’m tired of this fucking high school bullshit. 

i’ve been so over this shit since the day i started. 

posted 1 year ago with 1 note

what

someone thought i made this blog to make fun of their own

like i specifically chose this url to piss them off

…no

i don’t focus my life around making you mad

or to make your life miserable

i don’t give a shit 

i haven’t for a long time 

in all seriousness,

i wish that person all the happiness in the world. 

they know who they are, and maybe they creep this blog. that’s okay. 

but just get over it. i’m sorry things ended how they did.

but i got tired of the constant mistreatment.

and i know you don’t think you did anything wrong, but you weren’t on the receiving end multiple times

so finally i did something about it

you didn’t like it

oh well

i still wish you the best. and i still think you can be an awesome person.

we’re just not friends anymore. 

posted 1 year ago

i updated it, put some different colors in it, and changed the eyes 
:)

i updated it, put some different colors in it, and changed the eyes 

:)

posted 1 year ago with 1 note

I drew this on my kindle today. My first actual try with the sketch app. It was fun. :)

The lips are kinda dumb but

WHATEVS

I drew this on my kindle today. My first actual try with the sketch app. It was fun. :) The lips are kinda dumb but WHATEVS

posted 1 year ago with 1 note

It’s been a while.

Since I actually did something that requires standing for more than 10 minutes.

It wasn’t much but I walked about a mile and a half. I started my little weight loss goal a day early, but whatever.

I really hope to lose 40 pounds by graduation. And if I can keep my determination, I can do it.

I don’t know if I want to call it a resolution though.

Those are so easy to ignore.

No one expects you to last more than a week.

Meh.

posted 1 year ago

Scratch board of Elvis.
Just my practice, but I already love it :)

Scratch board of Elvis.

Just my practice, but I already love it :)

posted 1 year ago with 1 note

Just finished my expressionistic pastel figure.

Just finished my expressionistic pastel figure.

posted 1 year ago

It’s so easy to be real with others, but so hard to be real with yourself.

posted 1 year ago

another thing

i want to play roller coaster tycoon

ok

thx

posted 1 year ago